dats not good….

This is an urgent and goin to b a very terse  post.Whoever are you,I donot know,why are you doing this.Wait I m not convicting any one.I need centuries to laden myself with that power to stop someone from doing something I donot like.But if you google about *anupam jha*.It means you have time of Tussar Kapoor,mental level of  Mayawati jee..and soo onn.So Mr and Miss.Donot google about me.

                            I m available ….why to search me on google??mail me  Anupam_jha14@yahoo.com. my fingers are working well.Mentally quite fit enough to reel off 4-5 lines to anyone.So just drop one mail..and forget google!

On net….

When your are 8 years old.And you are forcefully surrounded by 3 typical intellectual fountains.You are sir bound to behave like a kid who can one day match with them.Great expectations I guess.What is success? Sometimes I switch off the lights bolt the door.And ask my self,is it having a ferrari or a penthouse, or something else which eluded me so far.I m no highly disciplined guy who wake up at 6 rush to bathroom.Come back for tea do some modern type of puja.I m a kind of guy who take things as it comes.Planning is something,I abhor.There are ceratin things which come to you quite naturally and I firmly believe in them.So now coming to the situation …a 8 years old kid and 3 highly successful intellectuals.One of them is in NY for last 16 years.Another one the most famous young face in modern journalism(yellow journalism).Ex IITian.First before answering anything I tell you,one thing.My situation was very much like Steve Tikolo captain of Kenya especially when you are playing against mighty Australians.But sometimes unexpected things happens unexpectedly.So eldest bhaiya  asked me as  cooly as Kareena Kapoor changes her earrings.I know that.*Bantu what do you want to b come in life*.For the moment I thought,bhaiya better you ask me how many times I steal eggs from the near by kiosk.Soooo heavy questionnnn.Damn Damn….but self reliance is something what I often keep with myself.Trust on your ownself.I guess before he ended his million dollor question.I answered  as confidently as I was sure of everything what would happen in near future.I want to b an engineer from a putative inst.Saying to someone that you want to b come an engineer especially in a state like bihar is as normal as rising early in the morning and rushing for bathroom.

                                           Over the years,I  have learnt that happiness success and peace everything depends on you.How you take things.How strong you are mentally to challenge any hurdles which comes to your way to make you better human being.Life is a kind of test where you never fail.You learn always even from the worst situations.And I m still running to make myself happy.O jee wait……koi on line hai…I need to log off now. Someone …waiting for me…See the heading of the post!