Of all angry manic guys around me!

Title often makes me to mull whether i m justifying with post or nt,but today the aptness of the title to the post is as suitable as Johnson baby powder to the kid strutting along the aisle.Since from school time,i had unique set of guys around me,uncanny,when i say uncanny,i donot mean they had two noses,one eye,and three legs.Being strange physically wont that bad rather than having a mind more dead than Mahatma Gandhi is.Now lets see how i unravel such homo sapien guys.Sorry for the grammatical errors what i make often while doodling on my blog!
In class 8th, when i bought my first reebok tee-shirt to attend the annual function of my school.All the guys rushed towards me with the speed of mentally sick dog and flicked my tee-shirt,roamed their fingers on the collar,asked me questions like-kaha se liya? yaar kitne ka hai? Ok,i twig anything new and unseen things can make people to lose sense for sometime,but what about when you intentionally come close to poeple because he is having a new reebok tee-shirt.Doesnt it sound normal? Might b for anyone but to me such kinda demeanour is as crummy as sinking one self into the shabby gutter not cleaned for more than four years.Really i donot understand.

Now other aspect,in +2 i never took any coaching tutions for IIT,if i enjoy something i can understand that and luckily i enjoy maths still,so the question of me cycling since from morning to the evening had no chance at all.When the guys around me stumbling to sit in the last bench along with 100+ other immensely confused guys more than me to listen the concept of y=f(x), i m munching peanuts along with complan and smiling after cracking all Y.G. Files integrations,i mean it.I had very few friends during school given my nature that was not a surprise, but the most shocking part is now,even when they were aware of my style of keeping frnds,after tutions they used to come at my house,i wonder still whether they were trying to hide their inferiority complex or they were really concerned about my future.Shit.Asking me questions like-anupam tu kaun sa book read kar raha hai? tu toh tutions nahi leta hai.Another guy-yaar mujhe bhi brilliant tutorials ka set dena? Encore i twig,such terribly notions would make me happy more than monika bedi after getting the signal of being out from the Big Boss!

See,i m nt trying here to show off,whatever i have achieved,its nothing really.But why to come close to someone when you know he/she is not interested in you at all.Now college life,after letting such revolting times with those guys,quite clear it was for me to b come cautious the day i sprung myself there. i had some great guys,guys of same nature,not much inclined to open the parda of seemingly horrible movies in which there were villians more barbarous then Hitler and more pathetic than rahul mahajan’s life.

But the most shocking thing is some of them were quite studious as serious as Dravid while leaving the ball outside off stump.I often wonder guys with far better acedemic record than me,sitting always in front row,copying out whatever prof tells,sometimes even they perhaps noted down the tone of sniff sniff i guess, in their on ways,attending all classes of the semester,but knocking my door at the midnight and say-jha yaar please check kar le na ye problem sahi hai na? mujhe confusion ho raha hai? And i was under the blanket not even in a mood to talk to my mother how could you reckon that i would guide you then? But for the sake of room-pe-aya-hai-itne-raat-ko i helped them.

Really i donot believe how someone could appear so rotten mentally that they could heckle mindlessly in my life.Whether i have b come a star or i really appear shockingly cavalier to some of you,i donot know.But this is me,if you find my words arrogant written without thoughts,free me.I have impeccable professional life,amazingly nice personal life,and family life.donot ask for that,i will sue anyone for that.Keep your petty mental level and the frustrations for someone else,not for me,else i can sabotage you to the extent you cant imagine even in your wildest nightmares.

My boss rite now reading post.hmm.sorry sir coming.and you donot have to worry what i write on my blog and where i make comments.Rejected guys wanting to cloak their anger by fitting on *great* guys like me! Shudder!